Earthbound

I feel like I might have used that as a title before, but I have no idea when I would have.
Doesn't make much sense.

But anyway, I played Earthbound for over 6 hours straight yesterday. It was wonderful. I wish we had gotten to start earlier, but that's just the way it goes, I suppose.
We got to Threed before we had to stop playing. I was hoping we could get to Moonside, and we would have been able to had we started earlier, but we were playing until almost midnight and had to stop.
It was just as awesome that it was in Japanese. Though we lost some of the amazing dialogue, we had some really cool people there who could read most of it. I was thouroughly (I have absolutely no idea how to spell that) impressed.

But I ate way too much yesterday, and too much today after having eaten so much. I feel really gross. Went on the elliptical with the intent of listening to an entire Pain album before I would stop...I got through 2 and a half songs.

I wish I had more willpower. I know that I have SOME, and that if something is really important to me I can stop myself. So why isn't this more important to me. It always gets me down, and I always feel bad afterwards. So many negatives.
I think I'm an addict.
Maybe it's because I'm so alone with it. Nobody seems to tell me "you should do this" or "you can do this" or even "you couldn't do it."
I can't do it just for myself I guess.

Perhaps that's an allegory.
But we don't need to get into that.

That really made a lot of sense. I'm sure I would feel the same way. But she's handling it much better than I'm sure I would. I think it's more than just kind of amazing.

So this is what I'm doing instead of my Junior Theme.
I think this is more important.

I want to say thank you.

I had typed out more, but it's all unnecessary babble.

Thank you.